MERCY!!

And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, “Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her.”John 8:7
So many at times it seems that we are nothing but sinners who are already destined for Hell. We see so many strong Christians who are better of in the faith, we long to be like them, but find out that we're not even close to. All we do is keep on committing sin, consciously or unconsciously. 
At a time i thought i was strong, had just successfully won off an addiction, but only to find my self in it... i didn't me to... that's how you feel when you find yourself in your past.
Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall.2Corinthians 10:12.
Is it that no matter how a person thinks he is strong, very firm, he or she is still susceptible to fall.
In times like that all we need is the mercy and Grace of God...
Now the law came in to increase the trespass, but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more,
Romans 5:20.
Anytime it happens, don't panic but just look unto Jesus. The moment you loose hope the moment you fall.

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. john 1:9. For how long have you been unrighteous, for how long have you been on faithful, for how long have you offended you Heavenly father....just confess your sins, He's gonna forgive you...He's a  merciful God.
Have it in mind that your Past is never never your Future.